All posts by Lynne Suszek

People who know me generally all say that I don’t seem to be disabled like other people. My family laughs and teases me in a complimentary way that I somehow make people forget about the wheelchair in which I sit. I always take that as a high compliment. I’m glad they stop thinking about the wheelchair when they are with me but the question is, why? Yesterday we had a lady say something so significant to me. The lady at the Dept. of Motor Vehicles (Secretary of State) who only saw me for a few minutes, smiled and referred to me as “technically handicapped.” My daughter laughed in agreement with her and pointed out that here was another person seeing me as not actually disabled. I believe this is a spiritual thing. I don’t believe in my handicap as permanent or even see myself as disabled, therefore that emanates to others as well. Very interesting phenomenon. I appear to others as not belonging in a wheelchair even though my body believes I do. Paralyzed from the chest down, hands too. A C-6 spinal cord injury, I’m “technically handicapped.” By faith I say I’m technically healed. But that reality is rising up and the spiritual truth will override the physical. It’s becoming more real every day. I am pursuing the full manifestation of my healing through Christ. I have learned a lot about faith and healing and I like sharing this with others. Thus the blog. I have a Youtube channel, "lynnesuszek", where I teach and share testimonies. Please check out our ministry at www.Hisability.com!

Not Deaf, Not Paralyzed

I was having a blockage in my ear on and off. Ear wax would build and one day, it would get shoved into my ear suddenly and not come out. For weeks sometimes, I could barely hear out of one ear. I had been advised by a professional to squirt hot water into my ear in the shower to soften it up and it will drain. So I sat in the shower with the hand-held shower head forcing hot water into my ear. As I did this, I heard in my head; “Are you deaf?”

No… I thought. I’m not deaf.

“But you can’t hear. What’s the difference?” God said.

I explained to Him my reasoning, “I am just temporarily unable to hear because of the blockage, but I’m not deaf. I will be able to hear again.”

It was then that I realized, nothing is permanent. All infirmities are temporary. Even paralysis is just a temporary condition that requires an expected end. I must lose faith in paralysis as a permanent problem and believe it too will go. I’m not paralyzed, my body is only sleeping.
A few years ago, I was in church and a friend of mine got a word from God for me that I agreed with but did not understand. She said “God says: you’re not really paralyzed, you just think you are.” I said, “ok” and humbly pondered that, tucking it away in my heart until I would understand it. I began to ponder that the way I believe is how my body will act. “As a man thinks in his heart, so is he.” Prov 23:7

Recently, I’ve become acquainted with Tony Myers who has been completely healed of ALS. His revelation of healing matches with mine. We aren’t actually sick or paralyzed, we need to believe in our wellness, un-paralyzed by Jesus’ love. We are all well, sickness doesn’t really exist but by our brains giving false information. READ THE BRAIN PARROT