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People who know me generally all say that I don’t seem to be disabled like other people. My family laughs and teases me in a complimentary way that I somehow make people forget about the wheelchair in which I sit. I always take that as a high compliment. I’m glad they stop thinking about the wheelchair when they are with me but the question is, why? Yesterday we had a lady say something so significant to me. The lady at the Dept. of Motor Vehicles (Secretary of State) who only saw me for a few minutes, smiled and referred to me as “technically handicapped.” My daughter laughed in agreement with her and pointed out that here was another person seeing me as not actually disabled. I believe this is a spiritual thing. I don’t believe in my handicap as permanent or even see myself as disabled, therefore that emanates to others as well. Very interesting phenomenon. I appear to others as not belonging in a wheelchair even though my body believes I do. Paralyzed from the chest down, hands too. A C-6 spinal cord injury, I’m “technically handicapped.” By faith I say I’m technically healed. But that reality is rising up and the spiritual truth will override the physical. It’s becoming more real every day. I am pursuing the full manifestation of my healing through Christ. I have learned a lot about faith and healing and I like sharing this with others. Thus the blog. I have a Youtube channel, "lynnesuszek", where I teach and share testimonies. Please check out our ministry at www.Hisability.com!
Christianity, emotional health, Healing Journey

I’m Not Repunzel I’m Xena

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I was in prayer with a lady who was ministering to me. God was in the room and the Holy Spirit was tangible. I saw a vision of a princess in a tower and as I spoke what I saw, I began to weep. “That’s me. That’s  how I feel. Like Repunzel waiting in a tower for someone to rescue me from this wheelchair.” The lady who was speaking for God to me  said, “you are not Repunzel ” and she giggled. “I’m not?” I said.
God was gently telling me that I have been identifying with victim mentality.  As time went on that week, I understood more about this. God spoke to me now, as I pondered, “You are not Repunzel, you are like Xena Xena Warrior Princess!” God told me that  I need to acknowledge that I’m not helpless. I repented for believing the lie that I was a helpless maiden. You might think “I can’t help how I feel! Why should I repent for it?” But I repented even though it was an accidental decision to believe the lie.  Any time we realize we’ve believed error, repenting is a natural course correction. You are merely admitting you’ve been flying off course and making a correction. Don’t let pride stop you from progress.

The lie was that I’m helpless because God’s Word has said the truth: I have been equipped with armor (Ephesians 6) I have the mind of Christ (2 Cor 4:16)  I have the power that raised Christ from the dead dwelling in me (Romans 8:11). I am the head and not the tail; I’m blessed going in and blessed going out. God has not abandoned me; He has not left me nor forsaken me. He has not willfully struck my foot against a stone. I repented for believing the opposite of God’s Word and now I will confess the truth until my heart believes.

I now have the kind of verses I need to confess 3x daily like a prescription for healing.  If you are guilty of believing the lies that you are a helpless maiden who cannot escape the curse you’re experiencing, repent now and get the verses you need to speak to your heart.

Xena Confessions

Thank you Father that I am not a helpless maiden waiting to be rescued. Thank you that I am a Warrior Princess because You have given me:

  • every spiritual blessing in heavenly places
  • the mind of Christ
  • the helmet of salvation
  • the sword of the word
  • the belt of truth
  • the breastplate of righteousness
  • the shoes of peace
  • the shield of faith

Thank you Father that you have not left me nor forsaken me.

Thank you for keeping me in the palm of your hand

Thank you for hiding me under your wings

Thank you that I’m the head and not the tail

Thank you that I’m blessed when I go in and when I go out

Thank you that you have not left me orphaned

Thank you that you have called me healed

Thank you that you are my Refuge and strong tower; an ever-present help in time of need