All posts by Lynne Suszek

People who know me generally all say that I don’t seem to be disabled like other people. My family laughs and teases me in a complimentary way that I somehow make people forget about the wheelchair in which I sit. I always take that as a high compliment. I’m glad they stop thinking about the wheelchair when they are with me but the question is, why? Yesterday we had a lady say something so significant to me. The lady at the Dept. of Motor Vehicles (Secretary of State) who only saw me for a few minutes, smiled and referred to me as “technically handicapped.” My daughter laughed in agreement with her and pointed out that here was another person seeing me as not actually disabled. I believe this is a spiritual thing. I don’t believe in my handicap as permanent or even see myself as disabled, therefore that emanates to others as well. Very interesting phenomenon. I appear to others as not belonging in a wheelchair even though my body believes I do. Paralyzed from the chest down, hands too. A C-6 spinal cord injury, I’m “technically handicapped.” By faith I say I’m technically healed. But that reality is rising up and the spiritual truth will override the physical. It’s becoming more real every day. I am pursuing the full manifestation of my healing through Christ. I have learned a lot about faith and healing and I like sharing this with others. Thus the blog. I have a Youtube channel, "lynnesuszek", where I teach and share testimonies. Please check out our ministry at www.Hisability.com!

The Faith Ride

Faith is like a roller coaster. It’s the most exciting thing on the planet and yet the scariest thing ever. When I have to make a choice to be in faith in a very serious way, refusing normal solutions that won’t work anyway, I know in my spirit it’s going to work; I’ve done this before, and yet my flesh is screaming “I want off this ride! I’m going to throw up! Why do I get on this ride!!” I hate it and yet when it’s over I feel the rush; “Yes! Let’s do it again! That was awesome!” 

All of my miraculous victories go through this feeling. (I’ve blogged most of them.) I’m hit with a problem. I am rounding the bend on the ride, going up the hill. I get nervous and dread hits me as I make decisions in faith that cause doctors and loved ones to wince and grimace. It’s a look back to the boat which is on fire and a look forward to water with no boat. Should I stay or should I go now? A leap of faith is never easy. But the miracle is there for the taking. Like parachuting, although nervous and excited, we enjoy the rush but hate the way up. Faith is like that. Every healing journey is like a sudden death challenge. Help! I’m having another miracle! 

Hopefully I’ll get used to it and convince my flesh that it’s normal to live by faith.