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Not Deaf, Not Paralyzed

I was having a blockage in my ear on and off. Ear wax would build and one day, it would get shoved into my ear suddenly and not come out. For weeks sometimes, I could barely hear out of one ear. I had been advised by a professional to squirt hot water into my ear in the shower to soften it up and it will drain. So I sat in the shower with the hand-held shower head forcing hot water into my ear. As I did this, I heard in my head; “Are you deaf?”

No… I thought. I’m not deaf.

“But you can’t hear. What’s the difference?” God said.

I explained to Him my reasoning, “I am just temporarily unable to hear because of the blockage, but I’m not deaf. I will be able to hear again.”

It was then that I realized, nothing is permanent. All infirmities are temporary. Even paralysis is just a temporary condition that requires an expected end. I must lose faith in paralysis as a permanent problem and believe it too will go. I’m not paralyzed, my body is only sleeping.
A few years ago, I was in church and a friend of mine got a word from God for me that I agreed with but did not understand. She said “God says: you’re not really paralyzed, you just think you are.” I said, “ok” and humbly pondered that, tucking it away in my heart until I would understand it. I began to ponder that the way I believe is how my body will act. “As a man thinks in his heart, so is he.” Prov 23:7

Recently, I’ve become acquainted with Tony Myers who has been completely healed of ALS. His revelation of healing matches with mine. We aren’t actually sick or paralyzed, we need to believe in our wellness, un-paralyzed by Jesus’ love. We are all well, sickness doesn’t really exist but by our brains giving false information. READ THE BRAIN PARROT